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journal...sunday march 4th, 2001--3:30 amThis will be my first entry in my journal. I'm not sure what I will write, or how I will write it, but I guess I'll just speak from my heart and soul...These last few months have been interesting... just as I thought I had been through it all, I realize, I haven't. I'm at a new chapter right now. I still don't know how the story will go, but I'm about to write it. There are so many decisions I face at this time... all that will greatly affect my life. It's hard making the right choices, and I'm slow to decide, because I want to make it all the way it should be. My main focus right now is love. I'm scared of love. I've cared for people before, and I've given myself to them, only to be hurt. I don't want it to happen again. I know the only way to find what I want is to open myself up, but trust is so hard for me when I've been betrayed over and over again. I just keep waiting until I can be with the person who will make things all better. I miss sex. I haven't been with someone for a while. Not because I can't, but because I chose to hold off for someone special. It's so hard, when day to day I am tempted. I miss the feeling of someone's warm skin touching mine. Strong fingers across my chest. Kisses penetrating so deeply into me, that I get a huge rush. But I can't let myself give in. I want to wake up the next morning with his arms wrapped around me. and his lips on my cheek. I want to wake up to not just a lover, but a friend, a partner. Waiting is hard... but I know I can. © Suga Photograph © Suga and innocence-lost.com. |
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