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journal...friday may 4th, 2001--1:30 amSince my last journal entry, I've been really busy. That's pretty much why I haven't written any more journals lately. Jamie and I moved in together. It's nice having someone hold me every night. Very comforting. And just having someone there for me. We've been arguing a lot though. I think part of the reason is Eddy. He's my best friend, and an ex lover. I love Eddy more than any other man. It's a strange love that I can't really explain. I've never experienced it before, and I don't think hardly anyone ever does feel what I feel. It's nice. Sometimes it hurts. But it will always be there. Jamie knows I love Eddy. And he knows what used to be between us. He doesn't know that it's still there. Yesterday I made a mistake. Jamie was at work and I had just walked out of the shower, and Eddy and I started flirting and making comments. Then he laid next to me on the bed and we kissed. Eddy and I are a lot alike. We both crave the same things sexually, so we ended up satisfying a couple hungers. I felt a little shame for cheating. But it was so amazing, probably the most amazing anal I've ever had. and when he came inside me, I just felt this tingle througout my entire body. But afterwards, I kept thinking things through, and I was really wrong for doing that. But I feel better about it now, since Jamie is being a fucker right now. I guess we broke up today. It's all because he is so oversensative about things. But I dont know where things will go from here. I guess I'll find out later...© Suga Photograph © Suga and innocence-lost.com. |
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